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As she went offline I just started to shake.. I felt devastated, I just went mad.
I couldn’t hold it down! I was another person, I felt anger and scare running through my veins, I didn’t know what to do, I thought on asking for help, but the only one there was to help me was the same one just left me there, alone.

I’m not feeling well at all, my heart is beating so fast as if I was running from a thief! My hands are shaking and now it’s very difficult to write, I have got to erase a lot of times just in this couple of lines..

Why would she just leave me alone, knowing that I really need her, knowing that I’m able of doing any dumb thing, why? After all I’ve done for her.. now she leaves me alone and in my time of need.. now I’m devastated and I want to control it, but I just simply can’t.. I feel like somebody is writing these! But not me, someone full of other thoughts, bad thoughts, murder thoughts, I feel there’s an assassin in front this screen. What have I done or stopped doing to be left alone when I wasn’t even able of controlling myself, when have I done something similar? She isn’t normal, nobody is.. But this little one has been having some serious trouble and I’ve never gone when she needed it.. and now she just goes? Just like if everything’s fine.. I can’t get it.. I can’t!

It wasn’t even a minute after she left when I was already in the floor rolling and having breathing problems, I was scratching my legs as hard as I could, I think I’m bleeding.

“I'm sitting here alone in darkness

Waiting to be free,

Lonely and forlorn I'm crying

I long for my time to come

Death means just life

Please let me die in solitude

Hate is my only friend

Pain is my father

Torment is delight to me

Death is my sanctuary

I seek it with pleasure

Please let me die in solitude

Receive my sacrifice

My lifeblood is exhausted

No-one gave love and understanding

Hear these words

Vitrifiers and pretenders

Please let me die in solitude

Earth to earth

Ashes to ashes

And dust to dust

And please let me die in solitude”

Solitude

Carach Angren - A Strange Presence Near The Woods [live at Metal Méan Festival 09]

Here we have one of the best symphonic black metal bands I know, ther're from Holland and their lyrics are influenced by supernatural fenomena, ghosts, leyends and that kind of stuff.. just listen and enjoy the show!

Nice metal from Italy

Find more music like this on Italia Estrema

just testing..

Herzlich willkommen!

Although this blog's name is in german I'm not quite sure if I'm going to write lots in german or english at all.. My call would just say a mix of all.. Spanish, english and german.. Anyway, I'm just making this to explore a little bit of this "blogger experience" that's rushing up forwards nowadays.

Thanks for reading, I'll try to make this place a little bit interesting.